Day 090

I want money. I need money.

I don't enjoy being 'poor'.

Sure, I have food to eat, and clothes to wear, and a roof over my head.

But I want to know that I have money, and that I can buy what I need, when I need it.

I don't want to have to bug my parents all the time for money.

You know what I mean?

One more thing...

They're adorable.

Seriously.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 089

I got my April calendar today at school. On one of the days, it said that the grade 9's had to take their Literacy Test. If you didn't know what a literacy test is, it's pretty much your reading and writing skills. But I think that whoever made the calendar failed their literacy test, or didn't do too well on it. Here's why...

I found the irony funny.

But the point is, I can't stand spelling and grammatical errors. It bothers me to no end.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 088

So I've become very obsessed with Victoria's Secret PINK collection. Since my friend is going to Vaughan Mills Mall soon, I'm going to give her some money to pick me up the following...

Those ^ track pants in that colour.

That ^ shirt in that colour. The back is all lace, it's adorable.

Those ^ shorts in that colour. I love pink.

That ^ skirt in that colour. Skirts have become another one of my many obsessions.

And finally, that ^ tank top. Now I'll just need some bandeau's to go with it...

After much anticipation and waiting, THE GROG BLOG IS BACK! You may be wondering, what in the hell is The Grog Blog?! Well, the bass guitarist of the Jonas Brothers, Greg Garbowsky (Garbo for short), started a blog a while back, but it got hacked by stupid teenie boppers. After shutting the blog down in 2008, it has since returned to the blogging network.

One more little tidbit to add to my blog; I am completely and utterly infatuated with this show. Anyone else with me on this one?

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

ps. Check out The Grog Blog @ http://www.itsthegrogblog.blogspot.com/.

Day 085

The wonderful boyfriend came over today after school. We pretty much just cuddled together for a good two hours. It was amazing. He's amazing.

While we were cuddling, I was practically mesmerized by his scent. I absolutely love it when

I can still smell him on my clothes even after he's gone home. It makes me crazy.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 084

Today, Trace Cyrus announced over his Twitter that his band Metro Station will no longer be together. Metro Station was the first band I ever saw in concert. It was the summer of 2008 and I went with my older brother and his girlfriend at the time. It was at the Kool Haus in Toronto, Canada. Being my first concert, I was very excited. I danced and sang along to all of their songs and had an amazing time. I'll never forget that night. Having them break up has deeply saddened me, but I support their decision like only a true fan would.

Speaking of Metro Station, Trace Cyrus has gotten quite a bit of criticism and hate that last couple of months. In all honesty, he did nothing to deserve any of it. He's a good person, just like you and me. He's had a lot happen to him throughout the years, and I think he's handled it very maturely.

What are your thoughts on Metro Station? Did you like their music? Were you a fan of them like me?

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 083

Just something to brighten your day.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

ps. I didn't last very long.

Day 081

Sorry about the mini blogging-hiatus. I was at my grandparents house from Wednesday to yesterday (Sunday) and they don't have internet connection, let alone a working computer. So, there was no way for me to blog. Anywho, before I left for my grandparents house on Wednesday, I grabbed a pack of gum out of the drawer and it just happened to be Dentyne. I remember when dentyne came out with the 'Make Face Time' campaign. It was to promote shutting off your communication devices and spending time with the people you care about. I can relate to the campaign a lot because I spend quite a bit of time on my computer and on my phone.

Do you have the same problem?

Something else I thought about this week was who I wanted my future husband to be. I've thought about quite a few people; my boyfriend, this kid named Keegan that goes to my school, even Joe Jonas. I've gone through pretty much every good looking guy I know.

I know, I'm weird. You'll get used to that.

Who do you think you're going to marry in the future?

One more thing I want to mention today is the above statement.

A few years ago, I fell in love with a boy. Yes, love. I was only 12-13 at the time. But it was love (another story for another time). We barely speak anymore, except for the occasional time when he says 'hi' to me in the halls, like today for instance. When he walked away, I remembered how in love with him I was and how that ruined an amazing friendship. Sometimes, I wonder what would have happened if we had kept dating...

I wouldn't have the amazing boyfriend I have now.

I probably would have lost a few friends and gained a few enemies.

I would probably be a loner.

But hey, everything happens for a reason, right?

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World.

ps. How were your march breaks? Did you go on vacation? Did you spend time with your family? Or did you get sick like me?

Day 075

I clipped my toe nails today. I usually avoid doing it because I absolutely cannot stand feet. I don't know if I've ever mentioned this before, but it's true. They repulse me. It doesn't matter how good looking you are, or how long I've known you; I will not like your feet.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 074

My mom does a lot for me; laundry, cooking, cleaning, and she takes care of me when I'm sick (like now, for instance). I never really take time out of my -- not very -- busy schedule to show her how much I appreciate it. One of these days, I'm gonna bring her to the spa with me or something so we can spend some quality girl time together.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 073

Why do I have to get a nasty cold at the beginning of the march break?

This is just my luck.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 071

I was watching one of her interviews this morning on TV and I realized something about her; she's different than any other star out there.

She's not in it for the money, or for the fame.

She's not interested in becoming someone she's not.

She wants to take a few years off and go to school.
She's just a normal girl living in a screwed up society doing what she loves.

And I greatly admire her for that.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

"I love it (acting) because I love to tell stories. I like being in movies that have a great story. I'm not so interested in being a Hollywood star. It's a job, you know. When you wake up at six in the morning every day for a week, it feels like hard work." - Kristen Stewart

ps. I'm super stoked for The Runaways.

Day 069

I'm finally 15! Oh how I love birthdays, especially mine. I got some pretty nice gifts too; money, a gift card, scratch tckets (which I won 14 dollars on), an iPhone case, a funny hat, chocolat, and a sweater.

And happy I was. Everyone was constantly wishing me a happy birthday. I was sang to four times today; once in french, once in sex-ed, once in math, and once at the restaurant we had supper at. It was amazing (and embarassing). I haven't been this happy in a long time. It's nice to feel appreciated, even if it is for just one day.

Another thing that made me pretty excited was finally telling my dad that I had a boyfriend. He (my dad) had mentioned last week that he wanted me to get a boyfriend soon so that he could meet him and take him fishing. So, I got up the nerve today to tell him. I feel so amazing now, you have no idea. It's like the world has been lifted off my shoulders. I'm glad I told my dad, it's about time.

If there's something you've been wanting to do but you don't have the guts, just do it. Take it from me; you definitely won't regret it.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 068

I've been waiting for my birthday all year (literally). Each day, I'd be a little more excited.

Tomorrow is finally my 15th birthday. I'm going to wake up and smile, because no one and nothing will get in my way. Tomorrow is my day.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 067

Today, we started Sex-Ed in gym. This got me thinking... I don't actually know what a penis looks like. Sure, I've seen pictures in the dictionary. And yeah, I've accidentally walked in on my dad taking a piss when I was three. But I've never seen one up close and personal. Not that I want to see one, I'm just curious, if that's the right word to use here.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 065

So I saw Alice In Wonderland today. It was amazing. There are four major reasons why I loved it;

1) Hello Johnny Depp, the worlds greatest actor.

2) Tim Burton............... Need I say more? His films are always a hit.

3) Disney is basically my life.

4) Did I mention Johnny Depp?

Plus, it was in 3D, so it just made the experience even better. I'm definitely going to buy it when it comes out on DVD. My favourite characters were the Cheshire Cat and the Mad Hatter.

Have you seen Alice In Wonderland? If not, do you plan on seeing it?

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

"If I had a world of my own, everything would be nonsense. Nothing would be what it is, because everything would be what it isn't. And contrary wise, what is, it wouldn't be. And what it wouldn't be, it would. You see?" - Alice

ps. Why is a raven like a writing desk?

Day 063

Can I talk to anyone out there? Like, privately. I really need someone to talk to.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 061

A few days ago, my brother remembered that my birthday was coming up.

Then today when I got off the bus, he happened to drive by so he gave me a ride home. I opened the car and the smell of weed filled my nostrils. I didn't say anything. I never do. He's been smoking pot for a while now, so there's nothing much I can do.

I know weed isn't really that bad, but I'm still scared that he's going to do something stupid and I'll lose my big brother.

So for my birthday wish this year, all I want is for him to throw away his stash and move on with his life. He'll be starting college in September. I don't want him to lose that opportunity.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

Day 060

Yeah, that's right. Hockey is our game, silly Americans.

No hate though, you guys played an amazing match.

Much Love & God Bless,

- The Girl In Her Own World

ps. Did you watch the Canada VS. USA game? What did you think?